Wednesday, November 26, 2008

How Many Calories In Chicken Choi Mein

As before

Neji has stayed here again tonight, it's me who asked him. I hate being alone at night lately, I do a lot of nightmares. For cons, I do not want anyone to be with me, I do not want to show my fear, but sometimes it too so I can continue to hide.

Neji watches over me, I know I can trust him to protect me and that I will not hurt and will not use my weaknesses for transmission to the enemy. I know he had a difficult time in her life also was in pain and fear without being able to trust anyone and that he felt betrayed by everyone, even me, but now we have reconciled ; s.

As before, like when we were little. We can count on each other no matter the situation. He called me 'Princess Hinata, often when they try to act according to decorum, but when we're alone together, I refuse it continues this game Yes, it's a game, a big joke that the honorific title for the first branch. We are all Hyuga, Neji is a big brother to me, not a slave as many seem to think. Rather, it is me who owes him respect, he is bigger and stronger than me. That's why I'm doing my best to make them proud of me and treat him well. I told him to prepare his meal, a bath and futon yesterday everything was ready for him as soon as it were necessary. I am proud to have managed to not wait and do nothing to have forgotten.

He also agreed to sleep in my room on the futon that I I installed next to mine. However, I know he does not sleep much since watching over me and sleeps when his senses are on alert to be able to intervene at the slightest danger. I still have a nightmare tonight, but this time it was not as bad as big brother Neji was there. I do not know if I woke up or whether He was still awake, but he was there for me from the clutches of terror and reassure me. We remain long in the arms of one another as when we were small. I trembling and crying, her calm and reassuring. He stayed two hours to reassure me by his words against him hugging me and stroking my hair. It's a bit bizard surely imagine for you, Neji public has great difficulty with emotions. He was always taught to hide his feelings and not react emotionally. He has great difficulty doing so even in private, MĂȘ ; show without me and just putting words on what he feels, he says he often feels the emptiness or imprisonment. However, when we are alone together that night as he is able to manage these mysterious feelings which are prohibited by others. It is always so quiet, you can not change completely, but it is reassuring. It is able to listen to what I have to say to me help me out of this nightmare that haunts my nights ever. It shook me against him and consoling me when my tears finally stop, it takes fingertips those who are still on my eyelashes and my cheeks. ; It always carry my tears with his heart, that's how he shared my pain when he was little and still does now.

I was too scared to go back to sleep, but I was still tired, Neji forced me to lie down 'is not a time for a princess to rise, he I said with a smile. I did not sleep, I was too afraid that the nightmare returns, but I could not tell him for fear that the mere mention of this nightmare is enough to get him back without even though I am asleep. Neji and I do not need words to understand, it was just sleeping next to me with open arms to let me stick me against him. He would be there to protect me this time, he would not let the nightmare again.

I took a moment before I sleep, Neji stood there to hold me against him and each time I raised my head, I saw his eyes looking at me. He smiled calmly, he n has not said a word, but I knew what that look meant: 'You can sleep, I'm here! " I try to fight sleep like when I was child, but Neji knows me well, after a moment's silence he began to hum the lullaby that I sang when he was little and I did not sleep. I think it was his father who taught her, she's all sweet and calm throughout this chase all our troubles and gradually eyelids numb and falling asleep doing fine dreams.

When I wake up again, the sun began to rise and the birds singing. Neji was always with me and held me against him still sleeping. I did not get up right away, I was too good in his arms, pressed against him and his heat ; hear her heart beat and feel her chest rising and falling with her every breath asleep. I felt not only good but also safe. I stayed this way until Neji woke up in turn and decide it was time to start our day.

We rise as if nothing had happened, Neji did not mention to my nightmare the night before. He just asked as usual if I slept well and I answered him yes. But yes this was not a 'yes' polite as usual, a 'yes' from 'is the answer you want to hear'. It was a real 'yes' meant 'yes, thanks to you'. His question also was not a matter of automatic politeness, it meant 'I'm still willing if you want to talk before going to face the new day started. I do not know if we are alone, probably not, to use all these unsaid when we communicate. Those who can not understand these unspoken, they are the ones who do not understand Neji and c is a pity for them.

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