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Always busy

I'm sorry for the lack of updating my journal, I have been very busy lately with Kiba and Neji.

I am pleased to learn that Kurenai is not serious, Kiba and I had reason for what made her ill. I hope things will go well for her anyway and that everything will soon be in order.

Kiba gets better and better, it is still full of energy and some buttons that had already begun to disappear. It is fortunate not to have been worse than that at his age chickenpox often tends to last a little longer and be more serious. Perhaps it is the special blood Inuzuka family makes it so hard against this disease. I do not always allow him to leave the house, not until all the buttons will not completely disappeared. He sulks a bit and starting to get bored a lot here, but it should not have to wait too long. For Neji

things go a bit better too, but it still has several buttons. He still has frequent nausea and it is weak, but he vomited a lot less with day and stay awake longer. It must be in good voice for healing, too .

That night I made a funny dream, but I do not remember too well what it was. You know, the kind of dreams that make you wake with a start with the heart that beats too fast, but you can not you remember what happened and only one detail RATHER t insignificant you comes to mind, but without having any reason to cause this reaction. All I remember of my dream is that my sister Hanabi was in, but I can not remember anything else. Neji woke up, I certainly disturbed when I jumped, but he did not complain and did not parru angry. He simply asked me if I was doing, I told him yes and that I do not even remember my dreams. He smiled a little, saying it was better to forget those dreams that continue to be afraid of following our wake. He's right about that, I told him asked if he wanted to drink some warm milk with me before going back to sleep, I wanted to drink, but not to go alone the kitchen to prepare myself and always drink alone in the cold silence of the room. I did not have to explain why, Neji had to understand that I needed and he agreed.

We went to the kitchen in silence without waking Kiba and Akamaru and I prepared the hot beverage product for us both. Neji broke the silence first this time it's pretty rare that it happens, but I still like to hear him speak as freely and I always take pleasure to listen. He told me he had dreamed he was a bird in his dream I was a princess who lived in a castle Surrounded by beautiful flowers and trees. Him, he was locked in an old ruined castle, its cage was hung against the wall of a dark dungeon facing a window with no window, but that barraux which let the cold rain that soaked and chilled. There was ice forming on his wings and he was sure he could never fly, even thought his wings would fall by removing even the impression that he could one day be able to fly even if he managed to escape. In his dream, I heard a bird that was unfortunate kept prisoner in an old dungeon, and I asked my loyal knights go looking for him for free. He was about to die when its cage was out of jail and brought up my castle by a knight, he had not been too careful not to stir the cage because he was sure the bird was dead inside. Neji also thought he was dead, but I opened the cage and took the little bird in my hands to warm it. I sang him lullabies and our giving him a kiss on his head and a tear fell on each wing and one on his heart. My tears have melted the ice had begun to ; completely cover the bird and it did breathe again. He expected that I put the bird in a cage that I keep in my castle, but instead, I continued to wear the bird in my hands until he regains strength, then I let rest on my shoulder and fly freely around me in the castle and even outside. The bird felt free, he knew he could leave if he wished, but he would not leave me because I had been so nice to him. He went into the forest surrounding the castle to attend the other birds, but he returned always for me and I was always happy to find it.

I love that he tells me his dream, I feel so happy and at the same time ... I do not know how to say ... important? I'm glad I'm a role in his dreams, it makes me feel good care of him to take as much to me. Neji is often compared to a bird and in a sense he was partly right, as the bird it is both strong and fragile. It is not the kind of bird he must put in a cage, it is unfortunate when not all the freedom he needs, but He is also an independent person. Not that he is anti-social or arrogant, that he has difficulty trusting people, he has been hurt so many times since its birth as I has to do so. I find only a pity that people do not realize this facet of his personality and think of him he is a person that disparages or ungrateful people. For Neji act with contempt for anyone now is that this person has done anything that has profoundly affected negatively.

Neji and I went back to bed after finishing our warm milk and a discussion about various things. I was glad he agreed to give me confidence to once again watch over his sleep and he agrees again to sleep on my futon with me. I hate to see him sleeping on the ground like an animal or a slave ... Even then, animals have beds and slaves too ... and then I feel so much safer when Neji is ready for me. Even if it's me watching over him while sleeping, feel her warmth and her strength by my side makes me feel as if no danger could come and if there was one, I have nothing to fear, if I can not seem to push Neji is there to lend me his strength.

I leave you, I'll go to sleep too. I'm starting to feel terribly tired and I can not wait to be too tired to go to bed if I want to be able to sleep with the Byakugan activated alarm mode.