Neji and Kiba
I'm sad, Kurenai is not going well and I can not do anything to help. I can not even help to know if the baby is still present or not. I feel so helpless not being able to help. I can only stand by and watch it suffer from uncertainty.
I'm back home alone with Neji, father was arrested and questioned about the death of Hanabi. There are reasons to suggest that could have caused his death. It is rather vague, they refused to tell us everything. Neji tried to go ask for more detail on Kakashi, but they have denied him access the office because he is too busy having qu'Asuma is not there.
I'm all confused, Kiba starts to become as confused as me. He is very angry lately and keeps saying incoherent grunts that come out by him uncontrollable. I fear that the authorities are still a threat and they might hurt him. I went to see Hanna while he trained with Shino this morning she told me it was too quiet at home, as if enthusiasm for a plan or to think very seriously. In my presence he can not stop feeling and growl and look around ... he said things that made me afraid. Not that I'm afraid of him, I know Kiba I will never hurt, but that make me afraid of what might happen if his remarks é ; taient true.
Neji is nice to me, I regret having to suffer its brand. I try as much as possible to prevent it from activating and make him suffer, but I discovered he still felt the work is done on it. He did his best to protect me and he is very concerned about my injury. It never ceases to wonder whether they still make me suffer. I think I failed to conceal that it was still sensitive, but do not worry-neechan Neji, it's not so bad. I can tolerate worse than that yet.
I come to the stage to make a heartbreaking decision with what is happening now. I'm torn between my responsibility and my heart. I love Neji, I could not deny this, but I do not love him like I would have love to follow what was charged when I was three. If I really have no choice, I will join my life to hers, but I know that this marriage will make us both miserable. Not that we do not like and we will make us suffer, but the love between us is not that kind of love. It is a love family, he is a big brother to me. It is a love of trust and support. No love for husband and wife do all the heirs as my father would like. I also know that Neji would follow orders if this is what we objected, but he does not feel like I kind of love there for me. We will both be sad to learn responsible for the sadness of the other by this union.
Kiba ... him I have always greatly admired. Nobody understood him, but I could see what was causing his problem was the demon he could not control. He was never violent or mean to me, I could quickly get close to him and tame his demon order to allow Kiba to take precedence over the latter. I could help him find help for learning to control it and I always help as much as I could and encouraged if only he could continue. We are generally opposed to the behavior for the fact that I'm very quiet, shy and have no confidence in me as Kiba he is very active, not at all shy and believes in him. We complement each other well through our differences because I can calm down and control Kiba when it gets too noisy or active and can defend me and encourage me to express myself by silencing others when I try to speak for I do not get discouraged.
able to choose who I want to do my life, it is certain that I will answer Kiba. I'm sure I'd be happy with him and he will also be with me. It will also be a great father for our future children. I know it prevents me never to see Neji, he likes even if it is a bit too serious and calm at times, but I know they could get along together if one day they go to the trouble of knowing. More time passes, their differences seem to fade and leave. A few years ago it would have been hell to get both sets at their chickenpox and yet when it happened they are fairly well understood. Neji is still upset and discouraged at times by his behavior, but Kiba realized that Neji was important for me and he no longer posed a threat. He even did his best to help him during his illness.
I wish I could follow my heart, but I do not know if one day I could make my own decisions. I believe to be condemned for eternity to follow orders from others for my own safety and that of others. I will not deny my destiny to suffer if Neji and cause his death. I must be strong and accept my fate as it is, even if it is difficult . By cons, nothing can help but dream about what could be my life if I could take as I wish.
Friday, January 16, 2009
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Saturday, January 10, 2009
Pete And Les A Place In Greece
Clumsiness
past few days, we do not know too much joy in our house. To begin, Hanabi did not survive his injuries and passed away after a deep coma.
Neji and father fight yet when this happened, I hate when that happens. I'm always afraid that father from hurting or Neji activates his mark. I try to protect as far as possible, but sometimes I'm not fast enough and he has time to feel early pains in his trademark before I could stop it.
But Neji is not the father. It belongs to me on the facts, but perhaps do I belong to the father even if being a member of the first part I'm supposed ê being free. Tonight, the father continued to want any trouble, I had to use the mark Neji even if I hate it. The difference is that I do not use any way to make him suffer. I know how to use it without it feels no pain to sleep for a period of time, preventing others from being able activate its brand and even cause pain if they touch. This also prevents one can hurt him, an invisible barrier of chakra is clear of the mark and covers his body ready to repel all attacks regardless of their nature. However, do not tell my father or tell you it's impossible ... despite the evidence.
I had an argument with father, it is not too happy with what is happening lately. I know he would have preferred rather it was me who died and qu'Hanabi he believes that without Hanabi he can not be a worthy heir to the family.
I'm pretty clumsy when I am confronted in this way, emotions make me too distracted I guess. I stumbled down the stairs wanting to return to my room. I'm doing wrong, but I do not think anything is broken. But it's pretty awful to watch, I have a lot of blues ... and my face is messed up rather badly. I've never been really pretty, but I'm really horrible whatever it should heal quickly. I'm going back to Neji, he should wake up soon unless he decides to continue his night.
past few days, we do not know too much joy in our house. To begin, Hanabi did not survive his injuries and passed away after a deep coma.
Neji and father fight yet when this happened, I hate when that happens. I'm always afraid that father from hurting or Neji activates his mark. I try to protect as far as possible, but sometimes I'm not fast enough and he has time to feel early pains in his trademark before I could stop it.
But Neji is not the father. It belongs to me on the facts, but perhaps do I belong to the father even if being a member of the first part I'm supposed ê being free. Tonight, the father continued to want any trouble, I had to use the mark Neji even if I hate it. The difference is that I do not use any way to make him suffer. I know how to use it without it feels no pain to sleep for a period of time, preventing others from being able activate its brand and even cause pain if they touch. This also prevents one can hurt him, an invisible barrier of chakra is clear of the mark and covers his body ready to repel all attacks regardless of their nature. However, do not tell my father or tell you it's impossible ... despite the evidence.
I had an argument with father, it is not too happy with what is happening lately. I know he would have preferred rather it was me who died and qu'Hanabi he believes that without Hanabi he can not be a worthy heir to the family.
I'm pretty clumsy when I am confronted in this way, emotions make me too distracted I guess. I stumbled down the stairs wanting to return to my room. I'm doing wrong, but I do not think anything is broken. But it's pretty awful to watch, I have a lot of blues ... and my face is messed up rather badly. I've never been really pretty, but I'm really horrible whatever it should heal quickly. I'm going back to Neji, he should wake up soon unless he decides to continue his night.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Volleyball Cakes # 14
Sad news
My father has not returned yet, but we received a message from him this morning. The messenger who carried the envelope looked serious, but it didn ' not really worried since it is often the case when they are messages from my father. So I took the envelope and thank the messenger as is my habit, I even offered to take tea with me and Neji, but he did not accept. I served tea and cookies for me without worrying about Neji and overseas as the received message. Once this is finished snack as I opened the sealed envelope ...
My father and my sister were attacked on the road, it comes out without really serious domage but Hanabi was in critical condition. They fear it will not pass the twenty-four next few hours and I can not even go to say a final goodbye to my sister. I know it's a bit naughty to say this, but I preferred it so that my sister and that is my father who has problems.
I could not help crying while reading this message, Neji was a bit worried and he asked me what was happening. I read him the message and he apologized to me before asking me if I was close to Hanabi, if it was a longtime friend ... Poor Neji, he was never able to remember the name of my sister or even make the link we were sisters and she me. It's true that we are very different from one another.
I can not say that this new year begins well, but I hope that things will not continue in the same direction for the remainder of the year otherwise it may be very long. I need to change my mind at this moment, I decided to invite Kiba, Shino and Tenten Neji to come and sup with me in celebrating the new year us into teams. I would love to invite more people, but at the last minute like that, it was more difficult to organize.
My father has not returned yet, but we received a message from him this morning. The messenger who carried the envelope looked serious, but it didn ' not really worried since it is often the case when they are messages from my father. So I took the envelope and thank the messenger as is my habit, I even offered to take tea with me and Neji, but he did not accept. I served tea and cookies for me without worrying about Neji and overseas as the received message. Once this is finished snack as I opened the sealed envelope ...
My father and my sister were attacked on the road, it comes out without really serious domage but Hanabi was in critical condition. They fear it will not pass the twenty-four next few hours and I can not even go to say a final goodbye to my sister. I know it's a bit naughty to say this, but I preferred it so that my sister and that is my father who has problems.
I could not help crying while reading this message, Neji was a bit worried and he asked me what was happening. I read him the message and he apologized to me before asking me if I was close to Hanabi, if it was a longtime friend ... Poor Neji, he was never able to remember the name of my sister or even make the link we were sisters and she me. It's true that we are very different from one another.
I can not say that this new year begins well, but I hope that things will not continue in the same direction for the remainder of the year otherwise it may be very long. I need to change my mind at this moment, I decided to invite Kiba, Shino and Tenten Neji to come and sup with me in celebrating the new year us into teams. I would love to invite more people, but at the last minute like that, it was more difficult to organize.
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